Dearest Krystina,
Hello there sweet child. Valentines Day was yesterday and I got my card
from your grandfather and he got my card from me. It's funny how its no
longer the "profess your love kind of thing" but the "funny" card. We
have been together for many years. I don't want to say "to many"
because I had hopes that it would be many years to come for us. But
sometimes my dear sweet child I wonder. I love your grandfather very very
much, and god only knows he loves me too. To be with me and my ass for
all the ups and downs you would have to be "in love". I just don't think
we will make it the many years I see us in my dreams. Its one of those
strange things in life that you always think about a person but wonder if
they are thinking of you. I think about that with you,
because I know you are always in my thoughts but I am or couldn't be in
yours. Memories fade and I don't even know if you still have the
picture book I gave you to remember the faces of your life.
So things do change and people do come out of love or get to comfortable
in love that it's part of a convenience as much as it is anything else in
life.
I don't want to ever feel comfortable that you are out there and
not continue to write you letters as long as I am alive. I see that your
cousins lost some family members and its a cruel thing in life to lose
family. You never know what is around the corner do you? I pray that we
don't lose each other to death or anything. Because it would make me sad
that I left this life without getting to see you again. Life comes and
goes and I am trying to hang on for you. I want to meet you one day and
see the young lady you are to become. If it is fate that doesn't allow
that then it is fate. But I leave behind the many letters I write to you.
I don't know what tomorrow brings but I know this moment brings love from
my heart all the way to you and yours.
I don't know where life will lead me in the future Krystina, but one day
life will bring us together I have to believe in that. Because if I
don't then there isn't really much I can look forward to. Your
grandfather and I love you and will always remember you with such love
and fondness. Even if we aren't together we shared you in our hearts.
I love you Krystina and I want you to only know that.
Love you always and forever
Your Grandmother
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