KRYSTINA LUCILLE TESSINARI'S FAMILY

DEAREST KRYSTINA LUCILLE TESSINARI

WE ARE FAMILY AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE WAITING HERE FOR YOU KRYSTINA LUCILLE TESSINARI....BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU ARE OR HOW MANY YEARS IT TAKES YOU ARE PART OF THE MOST LOVING AND HAPPY AND BATTLE IT OUT FAMILY.  YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF AND YOU ARE TOLD THE BAD THINGS AND WE DON'T DENY THAT.  I DON'T HIDE BETWEEN PRETTY RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS, LIFE IS HARD AND STORMY SOMETIMES BUT WHEN FAMILY COMES TOGETHER ALL YOU HAVE IS LOVE AND PEACE AND HAPPINESS.  I LOVE THAT TITAN IS BEING WATCHED OVER BY A LOVING AND DEAR GRANDMOTHER AS YOU ARE BEING WATCHED OVER BY YOUR OWN GRANDMOTHER AND FAMILY BUT REMEMBER THIS I MAY NOT BE EDUCATED AND SMART AND I CURSE AND AM INAPPROPRIATE BUT YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANOTHER GRANDMOTHER LIKE MYSELF.  AND EVERYONE IN THE WORLD NEEDS SOMEONE LIKE ME IN THEIR LIVES TO MAKE THEM LAUGH AND SHAKE THEIR HEADS AND LOVE AND FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING THEY HAVE.  SO KRYSTINA KNOW THIS ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE THE LETTERS AND SEE THE PICTURES AND YOU WILL QUESTION WHY YOU WEREN'T A PART OF IT ALL.  BUT DON'T EVER THINK YOU WEREN'T THOUGHT ABOUT AND LOVED ALWAYS.... AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WHEN YOU DECORATE YOUR ROOM IN YOUR NEW HOME THAT A ANGEL IS ALWAYS BEING SENT FROM MY HEART TO WATCH OVER YOU EVERY YEAR THAT PASSES....

LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER
GRANDMA
GRANDPA
DADDY
ARIELLE
TITAN REY
JASON
PATRICK
GREAT GRANDMA KIM
AND ALL EXTENDED FAMILY

Confederate Flag....and Lion and Tigers and Bears.....oh my

This is the best video that I have seen on the two subjects that I am sick of hearing about (by Sean Whalen) yes he has a FB page....

I totally agree with this.....you all know me i am the least prejudice person....just take a look at my family and tell me different......but seriously knowing my family would you say I was prejudice....no.....that flag has been flying in the most prestigious places and because one DUMB ASS made a video with the confederate flag then went on a killing spree because of his own prejudices we are in a uproar....did the flag do that....no the dumb ass did that.....did taking down the flag stop prejudices.....NOPE....NO SIREE.... AND I ALREADY VOICED MY OPINION ON THE LION THING....so come on people.....it takes love to stop prejudice ..... not taking a flag down.......LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER....

Guess now I have to protest and condemn Hemingway......DAMN

I have to say hunting has been going on for what "centuries" and we are upset about this but I have to agree its a "lion" sorry....but humans have been hunted to like the Jews or in Sudan, the massacres, or how about the other so many other travesties.....I have to agree with you about it being a beautiful "lion" and we are all up in a uproar.....beautiful animal.....but really lets get some priorities in there and fight for humans more...the dentist got kicked out of the hunting club....REALLY.....IT'S A HUNTING ORGANIZATION.......the people there as his guides and got paid ALOT of money had more to do with the killing of that animal then he did....they took his money and gave him a hunt....they know the land and the animals there I am sure....so why is he the bad guy.....because he paid for a hunt....how many others have done the same thing......why are we not in a uproar and not protesting against the humans that are being hunted, kidnapped, and beheaded by ISIS.....we hear the news and hell some have watched the videos but where is that protest.....come on lets get the priorities straight and protest for humans more .... because I am going to protest against deer hunters (bambi)....and black bear hunters.....and hell lets protest the alligator hunters.....oh forgot.....how about the steak you eating tonight.....wasn't that killed too....

You have your opinion I am sure but I have mine and this is dumb......Tired of hearing about this EVERYDAY in the news.......

Krystina L. Tessinari

Hi there Krystina,

I haven't written for a minute have I.  I am holding two jobs right now and even though I think about you and I do because of the many pictures I get of you and you are in my prayers everyday I just haven't had a chance to write you.  I make Titan a photo album with pictures I get of him and I added a picture or two of you so he will know what his older step sister looks like.  I have printed pictures of you for your great grandmother, which I actually had a good time with the other day.

Your dad hasn't told me he has received any more letters from you.  He isn't much of a writer, but hell when he puts his mind to it, it all flows from the heart.  I know you are probably thinking about him a little more often then others around you would like.  I wonder if there is someone in your life you can talk to about your thoughts honestly, because I know you are of his blood which my blood runs through him and you are going to seek us out one day.  I told your father recently that he better be prepared because if Kayti can hold a grudge this long what will happen when Krystina comes looking for you and cuts Krystina off.  I would hope that doesn't happen but as many years as she can do this for you never know.  He is well prepared, and so am I young Krystina. 

It's all a waiting game for this side of the family.  But you are well worth the wait.  Only when we make it in the grave will the waiting be over.  I have a big weekend next week because I am taking my friends kids out for school clothes shopping.  Sara Braggs is a friend of your dad's and her mom was a friend of mine.  Sara's mom passed many years ago and Sara well she is in prison and when I finally got into contact with her and such she asked me to watch out for her kids as much as I can.  I am out of respect for Rose, her mom, Sara used to come over to my house and was your dads playmate when they were young.  People make mistakes, now if you make the mistake knowing you meant malice that is on you, but she truly needs to pay for her mistake but I can at least take an interest for Sara's children and give them just a little more then they may have. 

Well I just wanted you to know that I love you and you are never far from my heart.  You are the most beautiful girl I know.  School is about to begin again and you from what I understand a super student.  Be good and look at those stars and know that they shine for you and the happy thoughts I try so hard to send your way.  Love you always.

Your grandmother,
MyLinh McDonald

BFF Never End

Do you think its ironic that friendships can go through trials and tribulations and survive.  What is funny is that Marie and I are meant to be friends no matter what.  Oh we are both stubborn and crazy.   Our lives are a never ending drama fest.  And damn when we fight we both are to bull headed to say, "okay lets agree to disagree" and move on from there.  But our friendship is important to the both of us.  This week we kinda just picked up the phone and talked and I went over there last night for 5 hours and we visited and caught up with our crazy lives.  Just picked it up from where we left off because that is what a friendship is meant to do if it is meant to be a friendship.

How can I stay mad at my crazy Puerto Rican for long.  I missed her and her life and I miss sharing my life with my girlfriend.  Who can live without a BFF for long.  I have for many many years after that crap with the Vegas move.  And it was many years lost, and yes I still am innocent of all the charges but even if Marie still believes it, it is her prerogative to do that.  Just like its Kayti's right to be mad for the rest of her life.  I don't like it but yeah I will have my chance with my granddaughter one day and Kayti may have a lot more explaining to do.  Because if Krystina choices to find her father and his family I wonder if Kayti is strong enough to walk away from her daughter as she is holding that grudge mighty tight.  I am kinda off the topic, I was talking about Marie and I wasn't I.  Well things are back to being good and I am extremely happy and as I hope she is happy with me.  My blog probably got her a little peeved to but hell I am just me.

So everyone that was cheering us on and those of you that tried to turn me against Marie, (Lia Kral), can pretty much know that Marie and I are meant to have our disagreements but we come out stronger in the end....