MERRY CHRISTMAS KRYSTINA
Well its almost another year that is going by. Another Christmas that is spent without you in my life but I know that you are having a great Christmas. I wonder what you received this year and if you got everything you wanted. I can see you in my eyes, maybe not as grown up as you probably are but as a child with the thrill of opening presents and your sister opening hers. You are always thought about, imagined and sending my love ALWAYS. I have hope that you know one day we will get to meet. I don't want you to go without at least meeting me one day. I hate that I may never live up to your expectations because I know if you even know about me you have this dream image of me and it will disappoint. Take your expectations down some Krystina. I am loud and crude and just me. I am not perfect and beautiful or anything you imagine. I am fat and ugly with three eyeballs......ONLY KIDDING ABOUT THE THREE EYEBALLS.
Listen a New Year is coming up and I count the years by your birthday. I almost took a plane trip this last year to see you. I had an overwhelming urge to just hop on a plane, knock on your door and say I love you. But people talked me out of it, and I stayed home. I am not going to let people talk me out of it for to much longer because I have a unnatural desire to see you before it to late. Yet I am home in Orlando thinking of you this Christmas evening. Made a lasagna and chicken parm this Christmas. Its one of those treats that take a lot of time, I even made a comment that this may be my last time doing this....lol...to your grandfather horror I have to say. As a Italian we cook to over cook and make a meal fit for 20 people when there is only 4 sitting here actually eating it....hence the fat and ugly part for me.
Anyway I hope you had a beautiful Christmas with family and you are surrounded by love. I love you and always will Krystina.
Love always
Grandma MyLinh
Well its almost another year that is going by. Another Christmas that is spent without you in my life but I know that you are having a great Christmas. I wonder what you received this year and if you got everything you wanted. I can see you in my eyes, maybe not as grown up as you probably are but as a child with the thrill of opening presents and your sister opening hers. You are always thought about, imagined and sending my love ALWAYS. I have hope that you know one day we will get to meet. I don't want you to go without at least meeting me one day. I hate that I may never live up to your expectations because I know if you even know about me you have this dream image of me and it will disappoint. Take your expectations down some Krystina. I am loud and crude and just me. I am not perfect and beautiful or anything you imagine. I am fat and ugly with three eyeballs......ONLY KIDDING ABOUT THE THREE EYEBALLS.
Listen a New Year is coming up and I count the years by your birthday. I almost took a plane trip this last year to see you. I had an overwhelming urge to just hop on a plane, knock on your door and say I love you. But people talked me out of it, and I stayed home. I am not going to let people talk me out of it for to much longer because I have a unnatural desire to see you before it to late. Yet I am home in Orlando thinking of you this Christmas evening. Made a lasagna and chicken parm this Christmas. Its one of those treats that take a lot of time, I even made a comment that this may be my last time doing this....lol...to your grandfather horror I have to say. As a Italian we cook to over cook and make a meal fit for 20 people when there is only 4 sitting here actually eating it....hence the fat and ugly part for me.
Anyway I hope you had a beautiful Christmas with family and you are surrounded by love. I love you and always will Krystina.
Love always
Grandma MyLinh
