Krystina Lucille Tessinari
MERRY CHRISTMAS (a little early) you are a beautiful child and a loved child. I have seen pictures of you lately and my you are getting tall and what a beautiful face. And wow Zoe is getting big two. You look good Krystina.
Of course I want you to know that every Christmas that goes by I will always wish first and foremost for you to be here, I always wish these days to have the entire family here. I am surrounded by people I love but its never the entire family because living and work and things get in the way. I will always ask for that in my list of gifts I would love. One day, I always say that, "one day." Christmas is never how I dream it to be all so often, I want what I can't have. Do you think about having your father with you for Christmas. You know there is a dad out there you are not in communication with. Your daddy, grandmother, grandfather, and uncles miss you here. Your Christmases are big and happy I do see the pictures but its just a little part missing and as you get older I know a young lady knows that to, and the people surrounding you don't know your thoughts and don't want you to have those thoughts but I know that any young lady that knows there is more out here waiting on her has those thoughts. I did when I knew there was a dad out there and relatives like my cousins and Aunts and sisters that I didn't have around me. It's natural to want and to know about and to see.
But this is about you and not me, a young lady with dreams and hopes on her mind. I love you and never will stop loving you. I have such great love for this whole family but I am so far away from a lot of the family to show that love and not enough time to do that. One day I won't be here and I had to ask my BFF Denise if I would be remembered. She told me, "yes my children will remember you" and I liked that but I also wished my grandchildren would remember me and I want a chance to make memories with ANY grandchild to remember me. So this is to you Krystina a letter to hopefully remember that a grandmother is out here loving you everyday and every year and know that just seeing pictures of you is my greatest joy in life. Any picture of my grandchild makes me smile and breaks my heart all at the same time.
Merry Christmas my dear girl
Grandma MyLinh
MERRY CHRISTMAS (a little early) you are a beautiful child and a loved child. I have seen pictures of you lately and my you are getting tall and what a beautiful face. And wow Zoe is getting big two. You look good Krystina.
Of course I want you to know that every Christmas that goes by I will always wish first and foremost for you to be here, I always wish these days to have the entire family here. I am surrounded by people I love but its never the entire family because living and work and things get in the way. I will always ask for that in my list of gifts I would love. One day, I always say that, "one day." Christmas is never how I dream it to be all so often, I want what I can't have. Do you think about having your father with you for Christmas. You know there is a dad out there you are not in communication with. Your daddy, grandmother, grandfather, and uncles miss you here. Your Christmases are big and happy I do see the pictures but its just a little part missing and as you get older I know a young lady knows that to, and the people surrounding you don't know your thoughts and don't want you to have those thoughts but I know that any young lady that knows there is more out here waiting on her has those thoughts. I did when I knew there was a dad out there and relatives like my cousins and Aunts and sisters that I didn't have around me. It's natural to want and to know about and to see.
But this is about you and not me, a young lady with dreams and hopes on her mind. I love you and never will stop loving you. I have such great love for this whole family but I am so far away from a lot of the family to show that love and not enough time to do that. One day I won't be here and I had to ask my BFF Denise if I would be remembered. She told me, "yes my children will remember you" and I liked that but I also wished my grandchildren would remember me and I want a chance to make memories with ANY grandchild to remember me. So this is to you Krystina a letter to hopefully remember that a grandmother is out here loving you everyday and every year and know that just seeing pictures of you is my greatest joy in life. Any picture of my grandchild makes me smile and breaks my heart all at the same time.
Merry Christmas my dear girl
Grandma MyLinh
